Estribillo amargo

I don't even understand what's going on here,
I only want to close my eyes and forget.

Verte resulta agonía,

no quieres sentirme a tu lado.

No cabe mi roce en tu mejilla,

el frío das como regalo.

Es inevitable quererte,

también dolerse en el rechazo.

Ya no existo en tu memoria,

ya no sucede tu amparo.

Look for the white quiet hearted animals

There are animals

with white quiet heart.

Animals who lick your skin,

animals who don't understand your betrayals.

They would never bite your hand,

they would never hurt your feelings.

They look like humans,

yet they are more than that.

They slide into your bed tenderly,

kiss your fingers one by one.

Sometimes they will call you crocodile

so you know you could be an animal too,

if you were worthy of it.

Look for these animals.

Look for them.

So far I can say

they have a small frozen nose

and soft burning ears.

Anymore

I have this horrible habit

of writing all the bullshit 

my brain cannot hold for longer

in its fight with the heart.

These words are not mean

to be as mean as they really are.

These words are supposed to be

harmony, freedom, truth.

These words must be deleted.

These words are not allowed

to come out of my mouth 

ANYMORE.

Three

Despite the pain,

I would do it

again and again.

One

Life is a path

and I'm walking

through.



Time and peace

Thank you for this breathing

Thank you for your hand

Your heart seems to be now

a beating clock waiting for

some time to work for.



Twister

I got this pain

of my tired bones

moaning loudly 

under the twisted muscles

so at least

I cannot hear

my crying soul.

Looking forward

Rather than words comes the thought of high windows:   

The sun-comprehending glass,

And beyond it, the deep blue air, that shows

Nothing, and is nowhere, and is endless.

P. Larkin

I will look

forty years back

and I hope to see

a bright path behind my naked feet

and the empty immensity

challenging my weariness. 



Never enough

It looks like
I will never
be enough
to cover
the ego
of
your chest
or
to drink
all the
breath from
your mouth
without
get
drown

and
obviously
it's obvious
that
my head
and
my brain
are not
enough
for your
'marvelous'
everything